Eleven years on from 2001

In 2006 I wrote "Till death us do part" Clare had passed away a few  weeks after christmas 2000. I had cooked us christmas lunch and she had said to me as we sat there. "I think this will be the last christmas that I will see", of course I didn't want to believe that but somehow she knew. It is now eleven years I have been on my own, people still wish me a happy christmas but for me it isn't. Clare was the best thing that ever happened to me in my life.